Not Even Me

Please don't look at me I have changed
the little girl you once new PTSD has taken away
I didn't want to leave and I wish that I could come back
But I don't feel as I once did and I miss my life before now
There's something very wrong with my mind
even though I look the same
Its so hard to hold back the tears in my eyes
so nobody will see my pain
A victim of a viscous crime over thirty years ago
still I live in fear and pain and so out of control
At first my family and friends tried to help me
but now they have all given up
It's a lonely life when your suffering with PTSD
seems nobody can love me not even me

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