Note to Mothers and Fathers Full
This is a note to Mothers and fathers
To brothers and sisters
To my grandparents and my cousins.
As of this moment I am gone.
Gone from your lives.
Gone from mine.
Death has cast it's shadow over me,
And my soul has left.
And I fear, that you perhaps,
Feel the same right now.
But,Although my my heart still beats
In sprit and not in life.
I make this declaration.
For you not to shed a single tear for me.
I want you to mourn for me,
to mourn would say that I've left you
And I haven't.
Don't say that I'm lost.
Because I've always been a part of you
Death won't change that.
Don't say that I'm gone
because I can see myself engraved
In your hearts
I'm a refection.
Not really a person anymore,
but still alive and still here.
So this os my declaration to you.
Although the life you gave me has been taken away
Please do not weep.
There's been enough pain in the world
And I'm not a part of it.
Smile at the beauty and grace of the day and know I'm there
Know I'm watching you proudly,as you
Words can not describe a Father's love
An unconditional silent power that is pushed
Into our hearts like an arrow.
Your cherished love and suffered pain
For I am the cause.
And the remedy.
To my mothers and fathers,
Even though it feels as if you could not go on,
You must keep going.
Love has brought us to this milestone,
And must keep going.
But it's your choice.
I don't want you to cry for me
there's no need to.
I don't want you to say how much
you'll miss me.
There are greater calamities than
myself that are more worthy of your tears.
I don't want you to forget me.
As your child you gave me life.
As your grandchild you gave me meaning.
As your sibling you gave me strength.
And I want to give back what you've given me.
But you must make me a promise.
A promise you must keep.
For my sake.
Long after my body has gone cold,
and I've been laid to rest.
Don't put flowers on my grave,
Don't with every passing day think of,
Our loss of each other.
But our gaining of a spectacular existence.
Because I love you too much to think of,
Anything else besides laughter,
Tears, of joy
Long, marvelous nights filled with color,
My lost life will not be defined by the,
Tears of others.
But how I left my life,
And how I lived it.
Happy and loved,
And grateful to those who shared, their love.My mothers and Fathers
and those I've left behind
In my heart.