Out of Control
There is no power here
Each moment controlled by fear.
Grab the wheel and steer,
Control is so far, yet so near.
My mind whirls in circles endlessly
Striking me through the heart
Anxiety knocks at the door relentlessly,
Looking to steal my beautiful art.
Others give the look of disappointment
Thinking you can just "be happy"
Believing it can be fixed with an ointment
Better heal fast, make it snappy.
My mind is tired of fighting this battle.
My thoughts, they will unravel.
But isn't the point to come undone?
Don't you see? It's so much fun!