Pain

I always ask to myself
Why am I here?
Why am I still alive?
I don't belong here

This is a beginning of a new end
This will never end
I just wanna leave this place behind and never come back
You left me behind wanting me to die
This will never fucking end

I try so hard to be myself
No one will never love me for who I am
So I scream away the pain
Hoping there's happiness
There isn't

This is a beginning of an new end
This will never end
I just wanna leave this place behind and never come back
You left me behind wanting me to die
This will never end

There's no happiness I can gain to help me take away the pain
I rather feel pain than nothing at all
I rather feel pain than nothing at all
There's no happiness I can gain
I can never take away the pain

I look at myself in the mirror every day
Hoping that God won't take my life away

I can never let go of this pain