Block out the pain from the past,
Put on a mask and hope the hurt doesn't last.
Force the memories to fade,
Just so I can get through another day.
While searching for true happiness
thats hard to find.
I put these words together in my own mind.
Trying to see an image when I look in the mirror
but all i see is a little girl with eyes full of fear.
Living a life lost in darkness
A soul filled of anger and sadness.
Wishing the night terrors would leave my head,
and not terrorize me as i sleep in my bed.
Days full of painful flashbacks that cause me to tremble.
I hate these memories that my brain seems to only remember.
I hope to one day be able to let it all go,
so that i can finally live a life that isn't so cold.
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