There's not a day that goes by I don't miss you.
When you left, my world came crumbling down...
I remember I heard your voice the night before you went away,
A broken record played through my mind all night that night:
"If I don't call you tomorrow, you know where I am. I love you."
The first day without you,
Awaiting to see your face at my door...
The third day without you,
My family was in the hospital; things went wrong.
One month without you-
My mind racing, heart pounding, knowing there still was hope.
Two months without you,
A knife through my chest, screaming, "You lied to me!"
Seventy days without you,
I knew I had to let you go, but you were my first love...
The days go by, my mind still wishing you were here.
Wishing I could still call you mine,
Until you come back, my heart still beats for you.
I know there will be others in my life,
But I'm hoping you're safe the whole time...
Four months without you,
My life is still as ice...the pain I feel
Awaiting your return, my heart's beating as loud as a drum.
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