I wish this bad day would fade
But these feelings just won't change.
There's so much I wanna say
But I can't find those words today.
I spent all night
Laying wide awake
Cause this pain is something I can't take.
The mistakes we made
Scatter over my brain.
To keep myself together around you.
I touched your lips
Just to remind you you're still in love with him.
I'm a puzzle piece that just doesn't fit
In your arms
Or the heart
I thought I was so in love with.
But don't you dare blame yourself.
My weighted heart
Is a network of scars
Housed together by walls that are stitched.
Because I'm so sick
And it's been that way since I was a kid.
Don't feel guilty
If you're sleeping
And I'm kept awake again.
We were only victims of circumstance
I don't need a second chance
Cause there's no way you'll feel something that wasn't meant to be.
Just keep me on the back of your memory
Cause I'm too weak to stand on my own.
I'm desperately searching for a place to feel like home.
These feelings were poems I wrote
And they're consuming me.
I'm sorry, I have to go.
Why? I just don't know.
But I'm falling to pieces.