By jess   

The hardest thing I've ever done was admitting my problem in front of someone.
Being there no matter what, helped me numb a huge part of my heart.
Faking my smile while people were around, finding myself face first on the ground.
Truly believing we were friends, I'm giving you up, I want revenge!
I'm all alone with out you around but able to see you weren't friends with me.
I'm changing my people , places, and things
without your help, but I'm not alone.
I am sober and free, clear eyes I can see
all of the hell you were causing me!
Enough is enough! I have to stay tough!
I know it's going to get harder for me.
But living one day at a time gives me relief, allowing myself to deal with my grief.
Finding my faith and something to believe, I'm finally allowing alcohol to leave

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I am recovering from being an alcoholic. One year sober May 11th. I've been struggling to be sober for three years and I finally feel that I'm strong enough to do so!