Even though
That’s where you stand
Behind me
Only inches away
I can’t help but feel sad
For myself
In a rare moment
Where I allow
To be selfish.
The tears threaten to fall
But I won’t let them
Not in front
Of others.
These are my words
My burdens.
Mine and mine alone.
Like everything else is.

What was I even thinking?
I must seem so…
To him
To everyone.
Maybe it’d be better
If I just
For good.
Nobody needs me
I’m not important
I’m just a fool
Who made too many mistakes
Too stupid to realize
When she’s not wanted
Lacking some sense
That would help
Me see the world
For what it is.

How come I
Tend to realize
All of my mistakes
When it’s over
A failure…

I have many regrets…
And he is one of them.

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Another heartbreak poem, written after the events of Anymore, about the same person. Enough said.