As I sit at this table alone and concerned,
I'm so down hearted that it's just absurd.
I don't know "how" or "why" you did what you did,
but to you was it not worth it to just want to live ?
Despite the fact that you can't be near,
I know that it is so selfish of me but I still want you here.
I feel so alone without my best friend,
not knowing where or how to try and make my heart mend.
You were always there for all those hard times,
now it's just me here alone with these sad little rhymes.
I miss all the laughter and secrets but mostly you're smile,
though I'll see you again but it may take a while.
So until then every night before bed,
I'll pray for you Richard for you live in my heart.
Now I try not to cry as I wrap up my rhyme,
knowing that it is fate we meet again only not until it is time.