Scary Loving You
The ones you love are the ones you hurt the most.
I promise all I ever wanted for you was happiness,
Something that I couldn't give you.
I didn't want to break you,
And I didn't want you to not be able to tell me you love me,
Because I love you.
I'm scared of love but I want to try,
I want to try to love you again.
My first real love I guess you can call it.
Something that was suppose to remain for years,
But I let my selfishness and depression consume me and destroy us.
I want things to go back to the way it was,
Without the fussing and the fighting.
I want your forgiveness,
I want your heart like you have mine,
I want us to be happy,
I want to hear you say "I love you"