That night feels like my everyday now!
Not a crier once face panic attacks wow!
Everybody's talking at me
I can't hear them
Only a phantom sound
Never heard they condemn
Frowned,drowned in melancholy
I was lonely not alone mark my words
Just not thoughts it was rhapsody
Blue , blurred , lying birds
It started from there, somewhere
I don't remember i told I was tired
But I admired
A world that wasn't earthly
Did they know my mind was desultory?
I feel like inertia but world is changing around
I wanted to push my soul in heaven from ground
Whenever someone opens the door
my heart rushes some more
Suddenly sadness to fakeness I come
Mom thinks m hiding some
Things that I used to tell her
Oh well , Will u listen something ethereal?