My heart is pounding straight through my chest.
I feel like I didn't give it everything though I know I brought my best.
The tears swell up in my eyes. I'm nervous, shook, and utterly suprised. I did it I won but then I realized I was my own worst enemy I let self doubt get the best of me. When others hoped, prayed and believed I let my own self down when I didn't believe. Low self esteem would have me to believe that there is nothing that I can achieve. But I will not wallow in doubt its time to kick that negative thinking out. cause this is my last chance to achieve and shine theres no room for doubt no not in this mind.