I sit on this cold floor trying to figure out why i'm so unhappy,
I try to rationalize the cynical thoughts in my head.
Why did i believe that time will heal these wounds,
That my pain is only emotional and not mental?
I did this to myself its no one's fault but my own,
Never letting go of the past so i could have a future.
The cuts are here i just hide them well,
The tears never stopped u just cant tell.
The hurt is here but you refuse to see it,
And if you see it you're not helping to end it.
But no need to fill you with guilt,
You probably don't give a damn.
I caused my own suffering though
All i had to do was let it all go!
So why blame anyone else,
When i did this to myself?
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