So much distance has grown between us,
no longer is our love the same.
You spent your time selfishly,
then you act as I am to blame.
Too many nights I laid awake,
only to cry myself asleep.
While you stayed out carelessly
I was left, alone, to weep.
My heart grew heavier each time I saw
you silently figuring a plan to go.
Your actions, soon, so predictable,
watching previews again for the same show.
Yet, each time you came back home
it is always for a need;
I welcome you with open arms,
inflating my heart, with the lies you feed.
Repeated behavior is overplayed,
each minute of the story is known.
Mind beginning to recognize,
that, already, I am alone.
You have proven many times
you have no plans to change.
For me to ever think you'll care
is hopes far beyond the range.
I held on to all I had,
begged you to see the road ahead.
Praying you would realize,
yet, you never heard, the words I said.
It is coming closer to the end,
we will go our separate ways.
I will be left inside brokenhearted
and yet you, will go on, never phased.