Not only am I broken, I'm shattered. Young man experienced enough to crack his will. A will that's barely hanging on like a man about to jump off a bridge .. I am someone who needs care. Someone who needs acceptence. Someone who is completely aware of his own BULLSHIT but not aware of what to do about it .. I'm broken. Life wasn't hard but I lost a lot .. A brother .. A family .. A childhood dream gone due to my own IGNORANCE. Blind of my own actions until its too late .. I'm shattered. A million pieces of emotional shrapnel. A puzzle takes ONE person to figure me out. Ten thousand pieces of information that makes me WHO I AM. Patience and understanding to build me up from where I am .. Not only am I shattered I am alone. Alone cause no one will care enough to understand the ill willed. Alone to deal with my own demons. Demons louder than the music I drown them in .. Alone with a tattoo bestowed to me on my left forearm of permanent mourning .. I need help.