I don't know what to say
I don't know how to be
I need to be freed, from all anxiety
From all this pain that stays with me like a stain
I need to get away before I go insane
Only I can't get away because she won't let me leave
She tells me what to believe
Tells me its okay that I want to die
I try to hold on to the small part of me left
She won't let me take a breath without her help
She manipulates my mind with her lies and I comply
She is all that I know
I don't know if I want to let her go
She holds my mind hostage
She is like a drug
She makes me feel like I can't live without her,which is ironic
She has all the power
I so messed up in the head I don't fear dying, I fear living

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