Silence, drowning in my own thoughts
sinking to the bottom silently,
the light blue water helps unravel all the knots
of worry and doubts. I have privacy
being underwater, everything washed away
opening my eyes, feeling the sting.
it’s okay because of the sun whispering hey!
they're yelling at me up above but I don’t do anything,
it's getting a little hard to breathe.
my lungs are failing beneath
the light blue water, a ringing in my ear.
the dark clouding my vision, sounds of sirens
welcoming the black I let the water in...silence