Your words were knives in my throat making it hard to breathe
and I begged you baby please to help me out but you never did
so how am I supposed to trust again when my mind is always on you.
I'm scared that I'm falling in love again
because my mind is full of pretty little thoughts for him
but somehow I'm still haunted by you.
Please leave my mind alone, I hope you never think of me again
and when you do you think of all the pain you've caused me.
I still have a fire in my soul every time you text me
Last night I blocked your number and I still feel guilty.
I want to be able to write poetry now without making it about you,
I want you gone.
I'm a mess, but at least I'm a beautiful mess in my lover's eyes.
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