Subconsciously Resurrected

mentally, physically, and emotionally, I'm distraught
not a day without you in my thoughts
hatred for you is a must
for you stole my innocence and trust
in my memories you will stay
you not only gave, but took away
everything before you-memory eradication
everything after you-social modification
suffocation, violation, suicidal ideation, all part of your reputation
every two minutes, your aim:depersonalization
hurt, fear, shame-just some feelings suppressed
but"everything is fine" was what I confessed
you're effortlessly accused, for you are a crime
although confirming you demands a considerable amount of time
I will not allow you to afflict me with insecurities like before
I'm not that shattered, vulnerable little girl anymore
in the subconscious mind of the oppressor, you came
resulting in my shame, inducing self-blame
as all my uncertainties dissolve, I grow unaffected
it's unfortunate that you continue to be.
subconsciously resurrected

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