I was up, wide awake, but you didn't see,
While you were busy cherishing the comforts in me.
The achievements so adorable, once, when I made,
But deep inside, somewhere I was afraid.
You praised my elegancy, wanted to see me smile.
But have u ever encountered the heart beneath left so fragile?
I felt naive, happiness bidden, waiting before the euphoric gate,
But never did I feel so strong solitude, neither the desolate.
You heard my truths, but everytime I passionately lied,
I wanted to escape, but in all these moments I was silently tied.
I was so delighted, so pleased to see the tints of ray,
Yet I was locked up everytime, I wanted to run away.
Within me I felt the hollowness, so deeply unwanted,
I was living, living happily the empty life and I was suffocated.
Evey day, every hour, every minute my contentments you see,
But at this moment, tell me truly can you really see me?