Survival


My head is spinning
My heart is pounding
My stomach is ill
Here I stand life or death
My bare feet cold on this window sill
The air swirls around me
It's dark nothing but emptiness
My toes are wet there are pools created by my tears
My thoughts are racing
My loves, my friends and all my fears
I weighed out the pro's and con's
I thought for days and days
Wondered if it matters that I have been saved
I tried for me, for them, tried to be strong
In the end my strength finally caved
I'm sorry don't fret
My feet shuffle forward off I step
I'm falling now, it's only time
Will I go to Heaven
If suicide is my only unforgiven crime?

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