TANGLED

Life becomes my prison wall
That builds itself around my presence
I am not free, and like a bird I cannot fly
But tangled beyond life beautiful essence

Dreams and goals seems far away
And all these obstacles are in my way
A time to shine might never be
The fear of failure made its decree

Unable to climb unable to shine
The efforts to go forth is just a little time
A journey I take but will I reach?
My purpose in life I continued to seek

A place I called not my home
A wretched state of bitter dome
Enemies found within one roof
The life I live have its proof

The need to go there and fro
I seek more faith so I can grow
The hateful essence of this solitude
Is a humble heart without gratitude

I find no air to breathe
With this state of life I remain here only to feed
Life lessons teaches I bare them all
It is very hard to understand life’s call


Timid regret from past mistakes
As become the error of pointless case
Doubt kills hope from all angles
And within this state I am still tangled