When the phone rang and you picked up,
your voice sounded tired
Like you had been crying.
When I asked how are you,
you just ignored me and laughed.
But I knew you faked it,
that you weren't
I should never have left you
when you needed me most.
If only I knew what you were
Maybe I could have stopped you.
When the police showed up an hour later,
I knew it was too late.
Why didn't I stay? Why didn't I?
I'll never forgive myself for leaving