So many choices
Frozen in this spot, can't take the first step
Blinded by words that shouldnt even be said
"CAN'T" being the one keeping me in this bed
Completly lost inside my mind
Stuck in a mistake ridden past, afraid the same lies ahead
Leaving the blame to those I love
Never knowing if i can get anwhere myself.
Excuses, excuses, excuses is all i have.
TIME TO SHUT UP. and realize:
its time to make a choice, then take a step or two.
forget what was said to keep me in bed
Speak my mind instead of being lost alone.
whatever lies ahead will be worth it because of those I LOVE and what i make myself achieve.
I made up excuses when i first relized life wasnt easy.