The darkness enveloped me,
cloaking me from every side,
It penetrated deep inside,
tormenting my mind.
It was there, i know, i could feel it alright,
tearing me down with all its might.
I did try to scream, i did beg it to let go,
But it choked me harder,
gripping me tight.
I struggled and struggled and pleaded it
to set me free,
But then those words came out,
the words i had been dreading to hear,
I engulfed my ears and with my eyes wide with fear,
I heard the words alright,
"There's hardly anything left for you to do,
I'm so so ashamed of you".