The day it happened


The The day it happened the day I began to grown mature and learn that day that morning when my name was called on the intercom the silence in the room when they said Simone blyden sniffle to the front office sniffle I knew somthing was wrong I immediately felt the weight apon my shoulders the piece of my heart being ripped out of my chest when the silent steps in the hallway matching the slow motion in time as I walked in the office the tears that the angel collects ran down my family’s face and in my aunts arms I sat as she uttered the words “they tried to say him and they couldn’t “ it was the end of my day I began crying to loose the love ...the rage and anger filled its place i felt that against god ...my little sisters twinkle of Hope gone in her beautiful eyes don’t let the metaphors that come off my lips fool u I blamed god ...I’m not even 16 and I gotta explain that my dads not a dead beat he’s dead i saw the fight in my moms eyes how could she keep going GOD SHE TIRED LET HER REST INST IT SHOWING ...now let’s skip to middle school yes I was still young I still had a lot to learn I was matured a little more than the rest I hated the way I seen myself in the mirror or how I dressed I refused to love I refused to show u affection when my own father wasn’t there to show love 2 and I felt if I opened up to u or anyone that’s who I would loose ...buh I became popular I made friends I had a smile I stood high and I greeted everyone with love when I wanted to cry ...buh one day when I hugged one lady I seen somthing ...a vision (2)
exactly what they went thru and they needed me and I Heard whispers in my ear of exactly what to say what they needed to hear and u kno what I did I walked away... I thought I will not do gods work when he took my father I am no Slave DO U NOT GET IT MY FATHER IS IN A GRAVE .... and when I rested my head on my pillow that night my eyes closed I saw my fathers joyful smile buh I heard the voice of the lord and he said I took your father becuase I love u not to burden u ...now take his shoes and walk ...here is his eyes now see ...I give u his hands now pray ..here his lips and speak the words of what I give u to say ...and to think when I woke up that morning I didn’t say a thing I left the house and a girl told me she had been raped ...she didn’t kno what to do and I thought to myself why do I care I’m in not shape to help u buh I herd the whispers again and I helped her get thru for sum reason I knew exactly what to do ....and what I have learned thru the couple years ...the reason god takes someone so u can use your ears and when my eyes were replaced I noticed my mom wast fighting she was resting and t he angels were fighting for her ...and u are not his slave your a piece of the change ...the change that makes sure this world doesn’t stay the same ..don’t blame him it’s okay to cry buh don’t blame stand up and wipe yours eyes but the world will keep spinning and it’s up to u focus on God and he will help u get through ,he loves u it’s okay to speak up and say your not okay cus your support team will lead the way buh don’t hold for dear life and fake your disease bc when they let go u could fall to your knees buh use there advice for healing and practice learning to stand don’t waist time hating the world becuase your life was givin to change man ...then the golden bridge will start revealing and u would not even kno but your healing and I know this for a fact and when I learned that ...I took those shoes and I WALKED with the eyes I began to see ... ..and I let the words role off my lips and spoke the words he give me to me and those hands those wonderful hands I replace my scratched up ,beaten up ,the ones I used to build my walls with his and I began to pray and trusted I would not fall ay it happened the day I began to grown mature and learn that day that morning when my name was called on the intercom the silence in the room when they said Simone blyden sniffle to the front office sniffle I knew somthing was wrong I immediately felt the weight apon my shoulders the piece of my heart being ripped out of my chest when the silent steps in the hallway matching the slow motion in time as I walked in the office the tears that the angel collects ran down my family’s face and in my aunts arms I sat as she uttered the words “they tried to say him and they couldn’t “ it was the end of my day I began crying to loose the love ...the rage and anger filled its place i felt that against god ...my little sisters twinkle of Hope gone in her beautiful eyes don’t let the metaphors that come off my lips fool u I blamed god ...I’m not even 16 and I gotta explain that my dads not a dead beat he’s dead i saw the fight in my moms eyes how could she keep going GOD SHE TIRED LET HER REST INST IT SHOWING ...now let’s skip to middle school yes I was still young I still had a lot to learn I was matured a little more than the rest I hated the way I seen myself in the mirror or how I dressed I refused to love I refused to show u affection when my own father wasn’t there to show love 2 and I felt if I opened up to u or anyone that’s who I would loose ...buh I became popular I made friends I had a smile I stood high and I greeted everyone with love when I wanted to cry ...buh one day when I hugged one lady I seen somthing ...a vision (2)
exactly what they went thru and they needed me and I Heard whispers in my ear of exactly what to say what they needed to hear and u kno what I did I walked away... I thought I will not do gods work when he took my father I am no Slave DO U NOT GET IT MY FATHER IS IN A GRAVE .... and when I rested my head on my pillow that night my eyes closed I saw my fathers joyful smile buh I heard the voice of the lord and he said I took your father becuase I love u not to burden u ...now take his shoes and walk ...here is his eyes now see ...I give u his hands now pray ..here his lips and speak the words of what I give u to say ...and to think when I woke up that morning I didn’t say a thing I left the house and a girl told me she had been raped ...she didn’t kno what to do and I thought to myself why do I care I’m in not shape to help u buh I herd the whispers again and I helped her get thru for sum reason I knew exactly what to do ....and what I have learned thru the couple years ...the reason god takes someone so u can use your ears and when my eyes were replaced I noticed my mom wast fighting she was resting and t he angels were fighting for her ...and u are not his slave your a piece of the change ...the change that makes sure this world doesn’t stay the same ..don’t blame him it’s okay to cry buh don’t blame stand up and wipe yours eyes but the world will keep spinning and it’s up to u focus on God and he will help u get through ,he loves u it’s okay to speak up and say your not okay cus your support team will lead the way buh don’t hold for dear life and fake your disease bc when they let go u could fall to your knees buh use there advice for healing and practice learning to stand don’t waist time hating the world becuase your life was givin to change man ...then the golden bridge will start revealing and u would not even kno but your healing and I know this for a fact and when I learned that ...I took those shoes and I WALKED with the eyes I began to see ... ..and I let the words role off my lips and spoke the words he give me to me and those hands those wonderful hands I replace my scratched up ,beaten up ,the ones I used to build my walls with his and I began to pray and trusted I would not fall

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