The devil is real
How do I fight these devils?
When nobody knows about them.
It's a reality times forgotten
I want to hear a voice from heaven
They say I need to change to be a perfect.
Who I am, grew up praying to be different
Always fighting more reasons Im not worth it
I make mistakes then I make them again.
Now its so easy to not even really trying
Living hell like everyday
No lessons in private
Still nobody wants to see that
You dont care but I have spent my whole life
Trying to feel loved
I learned acceptance in myself
Then found my happiest came out!
When I found love feeling strongest
It wasnt in somebody else
I regret not taking chances lost
Can you forgive the past mistakes because
While I was so busy in my search for perfect love
I had more love than I knew of
It was protection from above
Yes I do agree I needed karma for the wrongs
Lesson learned so please just stop
Another label I put on
I have more to offer than a victim from the hate
Cant give up like its too late
Need my protection back you gave