the pain within
So many words flow from my veins
words of disgust and pain!
I let it flow and walk as I walk in the rain
There is no turning back
the darkness is welcoming
"turn away from the light" they yell "turn Back"
there is no point, there was no plan
I need to rid myself of this emotion
I feel destiny had me damned
The down pour can't keep up with the river flowing
it's like I'm made for my own pace
my misery keeps growing
I'm easily discarded at all times
No one truly ever stays
"oh you're amazing!" they say
"I love you so much" they say
yet when I am in pain, there is nothing to say
Distress signals scream from me!
I'm falling to my knees
the pain is so intense
but it's better than what is within me