The Secrets of my Youth

By Nicole   

Even at an early age like when I signed up to go to war
I found the secrets of my youth haunting me once more
Dressing up like a lady, having visions of loving a man
Yet having no desire for that when being who I normally am
Although if I were a girl being bi would be the norm
But that might be from magazines and movies of porn
Never knowing who you could trust with how you feel
Don't ask don't tell, even if you know you aren't being real
Wanting to find someone who would be willing and able
To let me put my whole self out there on the table
I am who I am a woman and a man and may not know why
And I'm not ready to come out of that closet, still way too shy

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My young life growing up