THE SOUL YOU LEFT DROWNING
THE SOUL THAT IS DROWNING
I feel the gravity pulling and ripping my soul apart from the currents you have caused to move faster than time itself. My soul begins to drown in it's own sorrow, pain, and hatred towards itself for ever thinking that love would treat it different; yet it has come to the resolve that love is only an essence that can be created by trust, honesty, faithfulness, and compassion ect. My soul drowns in the rain that your heart cries from all the heartbreak and torment over the years and the ones to come, but I do not see how you can unleash all your hate for a life that my soul holds in store for you and I. No I am not perfect I will admit that from the jump and now I wonder where we have gone astray or have fallen off course that you have trapped my heart mind and soul in the galaxy and let your own destruction on top of mines over flow like a river with no barricade. All that you hold within have been eating at me like parranas barracudas and the cold heartedness of life, so what have I done '' NOTHING BUT TRIED TO BUILD FROM THE GROUND UP.'' To no avail will you let such a thing come to past, so I ask why ''Why must love be so vial?, Why did love turn you into Madusa?, Why have I arrived so late to keep these things from occurring.'' I'm begging you please inform me why; seeing to the fact that my soul is not my own, but yours since God has given me to you as a life partner; yet we are not married by government standards, but we was wedded by God amongst the Stars, Planets and Angels. My soul is drowning!!! My soul is drowning!!! My soul is drowning!!! and it is not your fault, but those who have destroyed and trampled on the rare and exotic flower that you was. Do not get me wrong I have done my fair share of damage; yet there are seeds still within you, but you have hidden them, so I ask that you please give me the chance to search the maze that is your heart, read the map that is your mind, and navigate them both with the compass that is your soul, so that the imperfect perfection may grow with my love as its fertilizer, my tears as it's water my arms as the sun that gives you nutrients . I beg of you to allow this hollowed out man be your shelter with God as our force field and weapons of protection.
Fred L. M. Salter
Nakiea L. Jackson
The love we once shared has not vanished but is just dormant for the time being. we do not know what the future holds yet we fight against what should be. you do it because you want to try and work out what you have now and i do it because i don't want you to send me down the path you did once before because of a broken heart a shattered mind and a drowning soul.Just remember '' I still love and am in love with you since you was and are my first one and only one true love.
My quote to you
THOUGH OUR BODIES ARE IN ONE PLACE OUR HEARTS, MIND
AND SOULS MAY BE SOMEWHERE ELSE. FOR THE PLACE WE
ARE ISN'T THE PLACE WE NEED TO BE