I used to sleep with my eyes wide open
Slept with the enemy near by
I was told to help you.
While everyday you break my world down till I cry.
In all honesty I was a fool in disguise.
The scream and shouts!
People told me to forgive not to kick you out!
The hurt you caused will never go away.
On the plus side with you gone I am safe!
I am so much happier with life today!
I used to hid the feelings that I thought
Stop caring for myself from the pain you had brought.
Felt my only way out was for me was to die!
Amazing how life changed I am happy to be alive!
Everyday is a struggle from the damage you caused.
Thankful I realize I am better and stronger.
I know in life I will make it thru it all!