The unforgiven guilty

Its the problem of the brain or the mind
Its the worst thing to carry with
No where No place to find peace
Insecure smile and own tease

Searching solution every corner
Cannot find any peace mind doner
Disturbing the every present life's move
Please show me the way through this loop

Neither beauty seems beautiful
Nor funny jokes makes laugh
Peoples opinion "the man with a brain half"
Should have born as cat or calf

Everyone suggestion "take it easy"
Didn't know how to do it
High hipothalamus function describe the doctor so
Zero medicine effect for the guilt go

Every insane battle of mind with no impact
Should have thought the worst thing before the act
No help with -OH , Nicotine or drugs
Gone forever only the guilt knocks