the weight of living

I become sad without any trigger
My tears flow like a river
I feel my skin is getting thicker
So,therefore i have to cut deeper
I am under my thoughts pressure
The weight on my shoulders is becoming bigger
My fears are too many to figure
To the darkness and loneliness im a hugger
To god ,im a begger
"May u take my soul plz?!",i whisper
Then i pray and beg louder and louder
So god may hear
But the fact that the god isnt there
To help me
Makes me so scared
To live im afraid

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.....triggering maybe Depression