Im so tired.
So tired of crying.
So tired of the lying.
So tired of feeling like my soul is dying.
I cant do this anymore.
I wont do this anymore.
I love you. I hate you. My heart is so sore.
I need you.I want you. My mind is so torn.
I cant spend my life trying to decipher your truths.
I just want to say goodbye forever to these never ending blues.
I played by the rules and you played like you couldn't lose.
I prayed we'd be done with this foolishness when we said our I dos.
You were supposed to be my protector. My healer. My world. My moon.
But, instead you are the destroyer of my mind and spirit.
An unhealable wound.
An unhealable wound because your foolishness is so constant.
A constant reminder that the longer I stay my love becomes blinder.
A constant reminder, that I'm so very tired.
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