I try so hard to make everyone around me happy.
To the point that in the mix of it all I lost myself.
Trying to be someone I am not, I feel beside myself.
Asking God,why? Why? Is this the life In which
I must reside.
Trying so hard for smiles and laughter.
And all I'm causing is pain and disaster.
My two little boys I see hope and dreams in their eyes.
To reach for the sky,and to never listen to the guy,
Who tells you, you can not.
I know I'm asking a lot, but all I want is, Smiles and laughter,
For love ever after,
For everyone to just get along,
And to finally find that one place
I actually belong.