TORN BETWEEN BEFORE AND AGAIN

I need to get you
Before I lose you again

I need to find a way
Before I forget it again

I need to know you're here
Before I let you go again

I need to live once more
Before I tend to die again

I need to see you
Before I go blind again

I need you to trust me
Before I lie again

I need to love you
Before I deny that again

We can't be together
And I know that
But I see you in my daydreams
And I want you
To be mine

But when I wake up
You're not real
All my emotions
Turn into agony

And so
I have to breathe
In the real world
Again and again