I am so filled with negativity
that it almost feels nauseating.
I was lost alright,
but not to this point.
I wasn't this homeless
even when I was away from home
I won't say this is my rock bottom
cause my best and worse are yet to come.
It will always come one after another
it's limitless for me.
But right now, right now
I know they are bad for me,
I have already indulged them
and nothing good comes out
with them everything is fake
that's what my head says.
I wanna throw them out of my life.
And nothing tempts me more.
Someone once said,
" one shouldn't feel bad about throwing away the parts you don't need anymore."
And damn that is the actual truth folks.