Trapped in My Own Mind

I constantly feel trapped
Like I’m under someones commands other than my own
I live, I breathe, I wait
For the next order to be given
They have no authority
But I don’t want to lose them

I’ve been hurt, and left
For not listening
I’ve kept my mouth shut since
To avoid any repeat

Now I’m being told what
I can
Can’t do

I’ve denied the command given
Without the one who gave it
Knowing I did
I’m waiting for this result

To end
With them still here
By my side
Judging and watching every move I make
Or for them
To leave
And hate me forever

All I can do
Is ask myself why
Why am I letting myself stay.
Because my mind is a trap
And I simply will
Escape it.

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