Trust Issues

Where is the line
Between the lies and the truth
Honesty and rumors
Fake and real
All these people who smile in my face
Then, turn their back and talk about me
I want to be free from the pain
And really feel close to someone
To honestly know
I can let my feelings show
Instead I've built a wall
To lock you out--one and all
Everyone I've ever let in
Just hurts me--over and over, again
Tired of all the fake and phony
I'm over all the pain
Of letting my guard down
And setting myself up
For the failure of all of my
Trust issues.