All alone locked in this room,
Silently waiting for your unending doom.
No hugs, no kisses, no I love you,
Only yelling and hitting, what do I do.
I sit in the dark and begin to cry,
While asking God to just let me die.
Now you're gone to an eternal place,
Still yet pain and fear within me fill an empty space.
Now I'm grown and you still control me,
From your hurt and pain when will I be set free.
Now I'm done I'm letting you go,
This pain and fear will control me no more.
Oh God I'm back and I'm surrendering all to you,
Lead me, guide me, love me, just show me what to do.
Thank you Lord for carrying me through,
I never would have made it if it weren't for you.
I hold you close and keep you near,
For only with you I have no fear.