You can only say sorry so many times.
There are only so many tears one can cry.
Lord forgive me for causing this pain,
help me find myself again.
I don't like who I become.
I don't like what I see.
Lord I just don't understand,
what has happened to me.
I used to have so many dreams.
Had a plan for the future.
Now I barely think past tomorrow.
My future is unsure.
I caused heartache and pain.
I cannot take it back.
I don't deserve your love and grace,
I am humbling myself.
I don't have any answers,
Don't even know what questions to ask.
Life seems so unsure.
I just want peace and love back.