As the days go by, my vision is becoming clearer.
I hardly recognize my own reflection in the mirror.
so numb by pain, so selfish I couldn't see,
it took so long to find the one hurting myself was me.
My apologies to all the ones that I have wronged
especially, you my child all the years I missed are gone.
I love you my daughter, I hate myself for letting go,
so many things about me I didn't even know.
My absence in your life affects me everyday,
stuck in the lifestyle I'm trying to wish away.
If I could go back in time and change some of my ways.
Id do what I mean and mean what I say.
I pray someday you can forgive me and we can make a brand new start. Finish what i started role as mother part.