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Expressing my love for you by writing fluently
Showing you physically to a certain extent
It's hard to give you all of me
When my emotions are locked up in Pandora's box
Fearing the chaos that might come from giving you all of me
I push and you pull
So we repel like two magnets that don't connect
In a state of confusion because the person that you thought loved you and who you loved in return
Is inflicting pain on your heart
A terrorist attack on your feelings
Invading the country that is your soul with bullets of sweet talk
An infatuation that was convinced to be love
A loving perspective diminished by fear
Realizing that the reality is..
What was once can never be
Living without you being with me.