When I See You
The most gut-wrenching feeling is;
all your feelings at once.
It is the feeling of insecurity,
but the upmost confidence.
It is the feelings of emptiness,
but feeling complete.
It is the feeling of a tired heart,
but enjoying the uncontrollable butterflies in your stomach.
It is the feeling of wanting to speak,
but appreciating the silence.
It is the feeling of persistent bad dreams,
but enjoying the rush.
It is the feeling of isolation,
but knowing there is solitude.
It is a feeling I cannot explain or understand.
It is imperfect, but it is flawless.
It is dark, but it radiates light.
It is forward, but it is shy.
For me, you have created this beautiful mess.
It is gut-wrenching, yet settling.
It is everything I am, when I see you.
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