when the parties over

this is the night everything changes
we are both blissfully aware of it
but try to ignore it
the feeling of disconnect,
the feeling of being crushed
by the untrustworthy partner
we want for the rest of our lives.
if you want anyone else go ahead
because when the party's over
and the drugs fade
you'll be left awake
with thoughts of resentment and sorrow
don't be surprised
when I leave you to your unrighteous
the thoughts that drive you crazy
and make you want to end it all
end life, end love and end everything
because I was the person you imagined being with
I was the girl of your dreams
but because you thought
there was something better
when you were doped up
and lost in the unimaginable guilt
of the girl before me you lost that
girl of your dreams
I still lie awake thinking what we could have
been and grown into
but you made your choice and I made mine
I know I'll always love you
with all my heart.
but its broken and worthless to you now.

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