Who Am I


Where am I? Who am I?
Am I the girl that laughs and smiles because her life is perfect?
Am I the girl that loves life and has no worries
Because her parents will work it
Out of disguise I want to be the real me but who shall that be?
I dig deep inside while contemplating life wondering is this right?
Should I be here? Why am I here?
Am I here to listen and help others find themselves?
Or am I here to speak and find myself?
267 minutes with a bottle in my hand wanting to finish.
Thinking why not? End it!
End all the pain, tears, cuts, scratches, bruises and heart ache.
Get away from being unloved, unwanted, abandoned,and the loneliness.
So again I ask myself.
Where am I? Who am I?
I'm 6 feet under. Alone and abandoned.
Still with the pain, tears, cuts, scratches, bruises and heart ache.
Wishing to be back.
Back laughing and smiling in my perfect life,
Loving it, with no worries because my parents will work it
Out of this grown is where I wanna be.
So now I ask.
Who am I?
No one!
Not a lonely girl, not an unwanted girl, and not an abandoned girl.
Just a memory to those who loved me,
Wanted me, and needed me just to be
ME!

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