Why? Our love was inevitable
So hard to grasp the fact
You surrendered your love for me
When I succumbed to my former demon
But now the desire in me is no longer returned
I will always love thee,
One who shines light among my darkness
First and last thought of every day
Yet lightheartedness still blissfully shines on my face
Then I hear you say your love has vanished
Shattering my heart eternally
Why love when it only pains me?
Making you curl up and cry till you die
Making you want to put things to an end
So close to pulling the trigger
Tears trickle down seemingly endless flesh
I will miss you
I do miss you
Why must you continually abduct my heart?
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you feel how I do?
Questions I am challenged with everyday,
Never an answer but every day the questions.