Why do I decide!
Why Do I Decide!
Maybe there is absolutely no way I can tell you why I pull my hairâ€¦â€¦maybe there is no way I can tell you why I take chemical things to alter my brainâ€¦..maybe there is no way to tell you I actually have a great job, geez you have to stay on your gameâ€¦â€¦maybe there is no way to tell you that the
only way I survive is by telling you the truth, yes I deserve the worst!
But I love the truth and people who tell itâ€¦â€¦.hence why I love the law.
I could tell you how it feels to be at the bottomâ€¦â€¦how it feels to be fired but not the worstâ€¦â€¦â€¦what does it feel like to be homeless??? We donâ€™t know, I donâ€™t knowâ€¦â€¦but yes that is the worst, or even jail! Way Down We Go!!!!!
Damnit I really can not, I refuse to stay at the bottom, maybe a second but thatâ€™s it, damn it!!! There is only one person I look too in these situations, the Lord, Jesusâ€¦yes Iâ€™m Catholicâ€¦â€¦..Jesus Christ!!! Thank you soooo much for keeping me safe, by the father, son, and the holy spirit, Amen!!! ïŠ ïŠ XOXOXO