Why do I decide!

Why Do I Decide!

Maybe there is absolutely no way I can tell you why I pull my hair……maybe there is no way I can tell you why I take chemical things to alter my brain…..maybe there is no way to tell you I actually have a great job, geez you have to stay on your game……maybe there is no way to tell you that the

only way I survive is by telling you the truth, yes I deserve the worst!

But I love the truth and people who tell it…….hence why I love the law.

I could tell you how it feels to be at the bottom……how it feels to be fired but not the worst………what does it feel like to be homeless??? We don’t know, I don’t know……but yes that is the worst, or even jail! Way Down We Go!!!!!

Damnit I really can not, I refuse to stay at the bottom, maybe a second but that’s it, damn it!!! There is only one person I look too in these situations, the Lord, Jesus…yes I’m Catholic……..Jesus Christ!!! Thank you soooo much for keeping me safe, by the father, son, and the holy spirit, Amen!!!   XOXOXO

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