Yelling in the wind
It’s a disconnect
you’re moving like you’re alone
forgetting you aren’t
You’re treating me like a friend
And my heart isn’t trying to be just a reminiscence of your life
Decisions made from panic
I’m one of them
You didn’t choose me but I chose you anyway
I still choose you
I guess that’s why I hurt
“Don’t start today!”
“Why you act like that ?”
Your disturbance of me disturbed me
Why you don’t see my qualities ?
Are my flaws that distracting ?
Scars that loud ?
Romanticizing the pain you cause me
Telling myself maybe it is me
But it is me.
I’m just not the me for you ..